fuckingly fucked up with myself today. i fuckingly hate my fucking eye sight for being so lousy that i can actually miss the ball right infront of me, with nobody else snatching it. i fuckingly hate my skills for being so lousy that i can actually hit such a fuckingly lousy hit. i fuckingly hate my knee for CMI-ing at me towards the ending of the matches and making me cant run like the way i want to run... im fucking useless, i so cant stand myself and i hate my fucking self. and you know what? some people simply refuse to listen to instructions. i know everyone wants to win. but if you dont spread out, who do i pass the fucking ball to? am i supposed to like pass it into the crowd when i jolly well know that if i do, the fucking ball is just going to get lost into the sea of legs and sticks? and my fucking knee simply hurts to the fucking core right now. i fuckingly hate today, today sucks.

♥ 9:49 PM